Yes, i feel so fresh, so comfortable, its really good for me to lye on the grass...... for relaxation and stay away from stress!! Some photograph has been taken by me~
hmm.... should go park often! yeepie
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
a short break at botanic garden
I was doing part time job this afternoon and night, and i got 2 1/2 hour break in between, i went to UNI returned books and help jerry to paste accomodation notice in Uni; take photograph on QUT gym for my assignment... and today weather quite nice so I decide to go to the botanic garden and lying down on the grass and under the tree.......to relax, short nap.... sounds wonderful....... ( u cant really do it in Malaysia)
Yes, i feel so fresh, so comfortable, its really good for me to lye on the grass...... for relaxation and stay away from stress!! Some photograph has been taken by me~
Yes, i feel so fresh, so comfortable, its really good for me to lye on the grass...... for relaxation and stay away from stress!! Some photograph has been taken by me~
Saturday, May 9, 2009
blame too much
why human always are not satified their life? I'm one of the example..
I should be happy because I can study aboard, yes at first I was, honestly now I'm not!
I always blame myself why I getting back myself to university life, but not continue working life?
I blamed alot... In Uni, I wrote 1000 words, 3000 words of essays, I blamed the uni why I need to write? cuz I never do it in MIA or LUCT, I don't know how to do it, always struggling on that...
in other words, yes I learnt it, I learnt to write a thousand essay with quotes and references. I always entering the library ( the place i hate ), looking at books, finding books... these thing I was hating to do since I was in primary school. Yes, I do it in Uni... how unbelievable that I go to library to borrow books, doesn't make sense on me!!!
I blamed myself why I couldn't do the presentation well? cant speak fluently? always stucked with some words that I don't know how to express? why?
I blamed myself always making wrong decision.
I blamed the uni,
I blamed the country,
I blamed the world.
I blamed my life, which everyone is blaming their life too..
I blamed myself why I don't have a Big dream to achieve? why i have unclear ambition? What am I aiming for?
I'm totally out of myself... thinking the period in secondary and high school, I was active in society, I was caring for my studies (although is not distinction), I was happy with the life, I was concentrate on doing something I like.... and now... I seems I'm not...
how to stop blaming?
I should be happy because I can study aboard, yes at first I was, honestly now I'm not!
I always blame myself why I getting back myself to university life, but not continue working life?
I blamed alot... In Uni, I wrote 1000 words, 3000 words of essays, I blamed the uni why I need to write? cuz I never do it in MIA or LUCT, I don't know how to do it, always struggling on that...
in other words, yes I learnt it, I learnt to write a thousand essay with quotes and references. I always entering the library ( the place i hate ), looking at books, finding books... these thing I was hating to do since I was in primary school. Yes, I do it in Uni... how unbelievable that I go to library to borrow books, doesn't make sense on me!!!
I blamed myself why I couldn't do the presentation well? cant speak fluently? always stucked with some words that I don't know how to express? why?
I blamed myself always making wrong decision.
I blamed the uni,
I blamed the country,
I blamed the world.
I blamed my life, which everyone is blaming their life too..
I blamed myself why I don't have a Big dream to achieve? why i have unclear ambition? What am I aiming for?
I'm totally out of myself... thinking the period in secondary and high school, I was active in society, I was caring for my studies (although is not distinction), I was happy with the life, I was concentrate on doing something I like.... and now... I seems I'm not...
how to stop blaming?
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