一個人

其實一個人在外國真的不容易。。。尤其是難過的時候。

What should I do?

What should I do???????????????? tell me how............

你活得開心嗎？

人呀，其實要活得開心真的很簡單。
不需要名牌包包，也可以活得開心，
不需要ipad，也可以活得開心，
不需要有前有後的身材，也可以活得開心，
不需要長美腿，也可以活得開心，
不需要富有，也可以活得開心，
不需要大大房子，也可以活得開心。

可是呀，人就是為了錢而煩惱！
活得開心點吧！

~

人生，就是那麼奇怪。

最后。我没搬去那边了。

天意弄人，我还了$400 deposit 租那间.... 到最后没有般到那里去。亏了那笔钱，有点心痛。有个朋友刚好要回去所以我代替她的位置，和两个女生共同租一间房间。这里还不错，很干净，有冷气，还算便宜的。

独自搬家。。

搬家搬了无数次，这一次我好像真真的第一次独自搬家。。。
我即将要面对和陌生人一起住了，有一种无形害怕的感觉。。。
感觉真的有点害怕。。。 希望“她们”都是好人咯。。。

倒霉！

今天早上超倒霉的。早早到 jurong 去 medical check up. 我境然可以忘記帶戶照！想立刻搭的士回家拿卻身上不夠錢。只好再搭地鐵回家拿！天啊！跑來跑去真的很累！我還有很多工作要做呢！

Secret of the year

I just realized I got 3 or 4 post in this year. I might say : too much privacy thought this year. Couldn't post it because I want to avoid "crabby" people. Well, When you wants to write something privacy, how to avoid people take it as topic and talk about it in front of people?

She has a very complicated mind now!

忘了＂互相照顾＂

一对情侣在城市中工作，住在一起但有自己的生活，以為自己照顧自己就好了，卻沒有為對方想。其實大家都忘了什麼是“互相照顧”。

不够勇敢

不知为何，不够勇敢踏出这一步。

Every one have a Secret

Yes, I have a secret, but I keep it,
because I don't know what should I do for this.

No one knows it, no one feel it.
because I seriously keep it.

.....................................................

Silent it *

狂野之夜

好笑，好笑。。。哈哈
我没见过他们疯狂过。。
压力过头，想放开？
昨晚发生很多事。
好好笑，我也很“喇舍”。

新加坡也不过是如此而已

如果你是新加坡人，看了以后别怪我，我也是说事实而已。
新加坡在旅游广告方面做的很完美，有美丽的建筑物，动物园，鸟园等等。
外表很美，而真真在这里生活的人却不是那么美好。

我真真想平反的是。。 那些可怜的外劳。
我在工地看到的是那些印度人，没有水喝，没有饱饭吃，没有地方住，没有应该的收入。
我看到他们都是喝水龙头的水，午饭的时候，坐在肮肮脏脏的工地上，吃自己准备的午饭，你知道他们吃什么吗？就只是白饭！有些可能就有一点小菜，我觉得很心酸，很可怜，但是他们只能满足。可恶的是，他们都是被骗而来的。那些可恶的agent真的很令人讨厌。不晓得你们知不知道那些印度人来新加坡工作前，是要付一笔$10,000 的钱，没钱的话，假装好心的agent就会借他们这笔钱，才可以来到这里工作。无天理！借了慢慢还，边做边还。难道要还20年吗？

如果幸运的，至少会安排到那些大公司工作的人，有一个床位，有一格小空间，日薪可能至少有$50，好的话，可能有供应午餐。不幸运的话，进到小公司就比如我现在的公司，那些印度人没有地方住，也不包吃，日薪才$18。 我真的认为那些可恶的agent是为了那$10,000就骗了厂商，压低价钱说请一个印度人只需$18, 就变成吸引很多厂商要请他们。可恶的agent赚很多，却牺牲了这般可怜的外劳。$18只是够三餐而已。 $10,000要存多久阿？

可恶的agent!!!

Any suggestion?

What if I want to continue study on MBA? (master of business administration)
Do you think is good? or is wasting money?

The JOY after graduated

Since November 2009 I was finished my course at University. My holidays started on November.. it sounds great, because I'm still enjoying my holidays... 11,12,1,2,3..... is March 2010 now... hmm.. I should start my job!! I have been hanging for 4 months.. oops..

Well, of casue Nov and Dec 2009 I was in Australia, travelled around, hanged with friends, attended graduation and cleaned up the house... That was really my love memories in Brisbane.. Ooppss.. I really miss Brisbane.. i miss moreton island, gold coast... how beatiful these places are --- "heaven.. even better than heaven!!!

Then, I went to Singapore for Christmas and Malaysia for New Year.... However, the great time in January, I was travelling in Japan for a month... It was really awesome!!! It was great time spent with my boyfriend, brother and friends... Of cause, I can't miss out - my host family in Osaka.... I'm really happy to see them again!!!

Otoosan, mx, wayne, Saeko, Okaasan.

Nishimura san, Otoosan, Obaasan

There are 2 members missed in this photo. My host brother and sister, Hirokazu and Yukako.

I went to Osaka in 2004... We have not been seeing each for 6years... and I purposely take this chance to meet them again. Thank you for the stay and cooked for us! I appreaciated alot.. Missing you all again!!!!!!!!!!!

I came back to Malaysia before Chinese New Year, I will talk about my Japan trip in the next post...